my life stories

dah basi

2012-01-19T05:19:00.000-08:00

Wah.....so long I never blog hor...Ok Happy New Year....hehehe dah basi but ended 2011 wit lotsa fun eg our roadtrip to Terengganu, Kelantan n Cameron Highlands....Then ended 2011 with our family countdown cum Shahaiqal bdae @ Wdlands waterfrnt.<3

2012...juz started but now we r almost entering Feb....another best time of the year every year....ehem my bdae off course n hubby variable bonus....yeh yeh nk sopping!!!! I dgr2 hubby nk present kn Samsung ape tu ntah eh...*aksyen tknk tahu dulu*wink.

Anyway insyaallah mudah_an2 tahun ni lebih baik dari tahun 2011...btw we r planning for a another holiday...either genting o melaka....since officially sunaidi family holiday is twice a year

so 2013 will b the trip again...2012 will be juz our family.

Adios!!

Guns N' Roses - Sweet Child O' Mine

2011-11-01T05:32:00.000-07:00

tiba2 dgr lagu oldskol ni....terus on repeat mode!!!njoyzzz

Terrible phobia October

2011-10-31T04:44:00.000-07:00

This year October is a tiring, sad n painful one.....it was positive...im pregnant!!no wonder been craving for these n that non stop!!!Initially me n hubby were shocked as we never planned to have bb anymore...mcm mana aftr almost a year bole sangkut?????

On the othr hand we r very excited for hadiff to turn one on the 5/10/2011....instead of us giving him present....this little boy gv us one unexpected 1 year old present.....flu....lepas tu deman panas wit his temp up n down n plus his ragam....gosh!!tis is the first tym he sakit teruk!!! juz imagine he tak kasi i sit dwn must berdiri dukung dia....haishhhhh. To add to all these tiredness,

I found myself bleedind endlessly like im having period!!hubby dh start worried so am I cos my past pregnancies i nvr bleed...make a appointmnt to see dktr tapi got to cncel as Hadiff was still with high fever so I change to nxt week.

Mon-10/10/10...went to thomson medical ctr....dktr scan...no fetus, im shocked plus worried...dkr said partial miscarriage....apalag i kuar bilik with tears...so did hubby....no choice dktr said still got to wash...haish....

put sadness aside...hadiff lak dwn with ear infection...haish btol nye bdae present he gv us!!!dah la tu to add more...dktr kol saying dat the tissue he said to lab doesnt belong to bb...i need to cum dwn for blood test.......worry mode on balek...hubby sampai tkleh concentrate keje....result blood test indicate im still pregnnt,bb still growing...n its ectopic!!!

I sink into despression mode immediately....to make story short, went to kkh on 21/10/10...warded n tey do emergency operation on me cos afraid dat my tube will rupture.

soooooooo painful.......beranak tak sakit mcm ni!!! I sampai dh phobia amek darah...apakn tdak,

kejap2 amek darah...sampai darah pon tk kuar,n dorang cucuk tmpt lain...by time i discharge...left n right hands full of plaster!!!

really a terrible phobia october...thnxs hubby for being there helping me out ...n my 3 eldest children...luv u all....nw all aside...waiting for december...n we r gg to terengganu!!!

mood raya off

2011-09-26T19:47:00.000-07:00

been a tiring month...dh penutup pon mood raya walaupon ada rumah yg tk sempat ziarah...
pening kepala cos PSLE coming....so r the final exam...bdk2 ni selagi me tk 'off' the raya n jln mood selagi tu la nk beraya tk fikirkn EXAM!!!

hubby is tinking to change car....hmm i wish for ESTIMA but tk mampu ar....tercekik harga....so we r cnsidering picnic..mazda 5...renault scenic...o mebbe grandis? aiyah tk cerewet la as long cn byr bulan2...bdae n coe...shld b ok....n off course mesti MPV la ,sedan car tk muat ar...hopefully we cn come to a decision by end of the year....hubby is doing his so called homework on car esp the payment part....if cannot make it we will still to lady freed....buying car ni cannot rush...mati hor kalu rush2...

am feeling very tired to the extreme lately....wonder y....funny part dat day im craving for rojak mamak so badly....hahaha...ntah2 ada bb tak? i tease hubby:)

Adele - Set Fire to the Rain

2011-09-08T20:51:00.000-07:00

on repeat mode...I guess cos i still not over wat happen....am very dissappointed wit my hubby..:(
cos he kns how I miss mak so much....tis song is for you my fruitheart...

air mata syawal

2011-08-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

whenever tis song on air....only allah yg tahu how i miss mak....hoping to able to see her soon..really miss you mak

Aisiteru by Zivilia.mov

2011-08-16T20:18:00.000-07:00

unlike me who seldom listen to indo/malay songs...but once I listen to tis...terus on repeat mode ler...
ai ai aishiteru...lup lup lup u.

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts Official Video

2011-08-09T07:04:00.000-07:00

Nw listening to this n on repeat mode...njoyzzz

puasa

2011-08-09T06:49:00.000-07:00

Dah seminggu berpuasa...so far so good...can manage...almaklumla...last yearkan ada maid....smua maid buat....hehe...lagpon last year Im werking...n pregnnt...nw me housewife..cuma yg bezanye..nw got bambam....so abit tired and rushing. Tapi alhamdulillah.
The best part...the jiran kat cni tukar2 lauk....so bila part buka...mcm2 juadah ada...:)
Nari I cook rendang ayam je mkn dgn lontong n roti...jiran sebelah kasi mee sup...ustazah lak kasi nasi goreng complete dgn nugget...

Baju raya kakak,syasya n bambam dh settle....cuma tggl the boys me n hubby...cute baju si bambam....comel je...very excited...maklum la first tym beraya wit our bambam...last year kan sarat mengandungkan dia...

Btw..tad wen dlm kereta...I make a remark...wah...nyonya la yg drive...hubby terus menyampuk...u pon bole...kalu u leh drive...I g werk naik motor, kata hubby. I pon kata ok
nxt year I amek lesen!! Atleast nw I ada faham la pasal kereta compared to last tym...eg. hand brake la...if not i tak faham langsung...dats y nw ada semangat hor!

project

2011-07-27T05:15:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah....walau pon tengah MALAS mode...dpt jgk aku masak:) Smlm tertunai sudah permintaan my hubby utk makan sambal sadin...hehehe.Bdk2 pon kata sedap esp si ilhan yg yk mkn sadin,smlm he tasted the sambal sadin n like it.....tada.......

Today lak i cooking kari daging beriani,goreng buncis n papadom....ok la...malas mcm mana pon tetap nk kene masak...cuma nk tgk tahap kemalasan ler....kalau malas sekali masakla maggi......
Btw I did try to buat kuih lapis on Monday, alahamdulillah...jadi so next project is gedang kasturi, hubby nye favaroit!

k gtg la....tatata

PMS

2011-07-23T05:18:00.000-07:00

ARRRgggh! I hate PMS.....endless mood swings...,tired...arrr. Can hire PT maid tak? or better still i want an off day....cos being a housewife...we r underpaid...double triple workloads...n no annual leave leh....*boo hoo*

despite being lazy....sangguh ku turun bawak nk cari idea nk masak ape....dari smlm, plan nk masak lemak cili padi ikan sepat.....nk panggang ayam la...then tadi g kedai...ternpk pulak ikan
ayam2...aku gatal pegi beli....padahal esok nk g pasar....dhla tu ...aku g kedai daging...n tanya...
cik ni pucuk ubi eh...,pakcik tu kata ...iye...aku g beli....haha lepas tu tanya sendiri nk masak ape!!!

nasib baik...aku ada skill walaupon tk seterror mak or even my sisters...fikir punya fikir...today i cooking lemak pucuk ubi letak keledek...n bakar ikan ayam2=yum yum!!! nari kenduri arwah @umah abg abu we gv a miss, hubby continue to do nite OT...as usual he balik for dinner, for me, my ankle still paining...haish...

esok dh plan nk masak nasi lemak for lunch....bdk2 excited...mintk2 tk tertukar plan...dinner masak ape eh....hmmm kalu rajin tersangat i plan nk masak sweet sour fish...n chap chai la...hehhee

till then....tata

COACH

2011-07-22T01:53:00.000-07:00

Haish...my ankle still hurt....ouch!.Tadi bawak si bambam g his 9 mth assessment @ polyclinic...kalu ikotkan hati ku yg rugged n malas...mmg tk kosa nk peg cos kakiku sakit

tapi tula ayah dia yg suru peg..'i gv u duit cab'...nnti i amek tym off, will come n fetch you.

Nk tknk...ku peg jugak....not so tempeng but part turun tangga....adoi sakit mintk ampun!!!

Tapi okla....aftr Hubby fetch us...we went for lunch...@ Rawon tempat favaroit...regular customer.

Hubby sent us,reached home by 2pm...apalagi...tdo tym for bambam n resting tym for mama.

Dh seminggu hubby OT...maklumla nk raya...Freed pon september ni big big bdae....n for me

trying to get hubby belikan beg coach....HEEEhaaaa!

k smlm g johor...biasa g marketing....my favaroit tym of the month cos got to spent walaupn

spent on groceries,tapi ada etc etc....request to mkn @ Burger King tk tercapai due to heavy jam..Hubby tk kosa...end up we went to Angsana...n opt for Pizza....hubby nk sgt mkn pizza.

*lain mcm je mengidam2 ni* *wink* N guess wat I saw SUHAIMI YUSOFF!!!Dia pong mkn pizza wit his wifey sitting opp us....n gosh!!!! he so so so big ok...n I MEAN BIG...hehehe.

Today still with capital "M" so nari I cook sup ayam je....hubby pong tad baru kol'ma nari i OT'

Coach punya pasal...takpe:)....K la nk mandikan si Bambam ni...kosmangat tad timbang dh 10kg!!:)

P/S: attached pic of bambam taken @ angsana pizza hut...<3

FIREWORK

2011-07-17T06:22:00.000-07:00

Another not plan outing!!! Hubby said to me 'jom tengok bunga api'...Apalagi I okgo je!!

Sat was so malas day...so I go marketing @ pasar marsiling, bawak si bambam along cos he dh pandai...kalu kene tggl, he will cry non stopping!!!

Balik je buat egg sanwic n nasi goreng...we reached town at aboout 4 plus...ooii dah ramai jugak org...cari punya cari 'spot', end up we settled @ Esplanade...and WWWOOOOWWWWWWW!!!

best giler experince kali ni tgk firework!!!!!

Welcome to RSR: LEMPENG PISANG

2011-07-14T13:20:00.000-07:00

Welcome to RSR: LEMPENG PISANG

sprain!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-07-11T05:39:00.000-07:00

How time flies...gg to be end of July soon...got another bdae invite...cucuku punya bdae~Eryelle 2nd bdae on 30th July before we entered the fasting month...ckp pasal fasting month...went cycling again last Saturday...,aftr came back frm my usual routine-pasar geylang...

Took off by 2 plus...usual spot,off to Sembawang Beach...enjoyed to the max...good family bonding,fun and good exercise!!!But on the way back...,while cycling I hit a kerb....gedebab ku jatuh...mcm nangka busuk...sprain my ankle real bad..juz imagine...sampai menitis air mata ku...
try to walk but hubby advised me to cycle cos walking will be more pain...nak tknak terpaksa ku cycle...gather all my energy plus courage...I managed to cycle all the way....

The sprain is so bad till I cant walk...still nursing my ankle...but I hope it will get better...so that can continue with my skipping nxt week...hehe I do skipping when hubby werk in the morning...,
semangat ku berkobar2 cos aftr I did my skipping I managed to fit into my 9 years old capri pants n skirt ....biasala lepas pregnnt badan kembangggg

Thnxs hubby for nursing my ankle...helping me out caring for lil bambam...luv3 u!!!

Al Fateha

2011-07-04T22:18:00.000-07:00

My favourite drink has always been tea tarik...n I only drink frm my fav stores....kalu kat atas will be SYED..kalu kat chong pang, off course the only mamak shop yg jual POWER teh tarik....but smlm while having breakfast wit hubby...I received a sad news which really bring me baq to my past on how i really feel bout sudden demised of my late hubby, Shahril.

The owner of the teh tarik ada satu ank bujang...last tym I always said tis in my heart..."not bad looking young man"..."willing to help out the parent drink stall"...."he always so polite towards the customer"..."always ask me nak ikat tak kak?"...wenever I bought teh frm his dad stall....Tapi I guess now I wont be seeing him forever...I received the news that he had passed away in june due to motobike accident....so sad to hear that...I bet it was real hard for his parents to handle as he was their only son....nevertheless as org islam we have to redha....allah lebih sayang kan dia...wen the tym cums for HIM to take us...no one can stop HIM....Im not sure wat is his name but he really touch my heart wenever I saw him helping out at his dad stall...how he offered xtra chairs to my kids...he will always remembered by me and the stall regular customer....Semoga roh nye dicucuri rahmat ....AL FATEHA...

AWESOME

2011-07-03T00:51:00.000-07:00

Last week of June were awesome...hubby was on leave for a week...the BBQ Overnite @ ECP was fun...everyone ada...full house....walaupon penat but I bet the children really enjoyed themselves and like saying goes its tym to break the rules....main sampai mlm!!! During hubby on leave we occupied the tym meaningfully...day out to every part of spore....n we went cycling to sembawang park on thursday...n closing outing was Jacob Ballas Garden!!!No words cn describe the fun we had as a family!!!

Tq hubby fruitheart for all the fun ...n ya I fall sick due to seminggu asyik keluar!!!Seminggu kat umah I masak lauk sup...sup ayam,sup bayam ...wat to do "mama sakit"

Today 3/7/2011 is hubby fruitheart bdae!!!I bought 2 shirt for him....n this morning I booked tiq to watch TRANSFORMERS!!!Yeay...my treat....yeay!!!Luv3 u darling...hope to grow old with you...insyaallah n HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

2011-06-11T05:15:00.000-07:00

Yeay!! Smlm Ah heng kol...finally aftr 3 weeks, Freed is ready.....today we go to kranji to take Freed...WOW!!!so charming my lady Freed!!!the happiest person is off course my hubby fruitheart!!! Yg kelakar nye kelmarin bila Freed belom "buat" hubby been asking cars to hit Freed so dat he can claim insurance, now lak Freed dah lawa, he been telling cars" jgn langgar jgn langgar...kereta baru ni"

The children are so so excited bila dpt tahu Freed dh ok cos tey been stuck @ home since sch hols start....reason: VIOS tk muat nk load dorang 7....apalagi...lepas me n hubby reached home...dh lunch...we go out to serangoon to survey hermit crab...happy nye bdk2!!

ok here are the inteniary for nxt few weeks before sch hols end : nxt sat, we r having BBQ!!!
we r planning to stay overnite...not sure who be staying wit us dat day....then aftr BBQ, Yes!!!
we r going to jacob ballas children garden!!!!but in betwn...Im bringing the kids to swimming
n hubby will cum to fetch us aftr dat.......

Cheryl Cole - Parachute

2011-06-09T23:02:00.000-07:00

nothing else matter as long as i've got you cos you r my parachute..<3

Blue - I Can - Official Video

2011-06-02T05:26:00.000-07:00

Now listening to this...group lama ni....I can I will I knw I can!!!!!

ME

2011-06-02T05:16:00.000-07:00

Aftr almost a month and aftr hubby said no need to werk, UGL PREMAS ring me telling me I got the job and with good pay and plus plus...Why now aftr I hv finalised my decision.

Hmm fikir punya fikir...too bad I not taking up the job...I hv decided to wait till my little guy(Hadiff) a bit older, maybe next year? Mudahan2 rezeki ku murah...Frankly speaking jadi
housewife lagi penat...7 children, a baby, big house...cooking 2 meals a day...But I guess it
better than not having a place to call your own...

Penat penat jgk tapi ada lak aku hobi baru....pelihara pokok!!haha will upload my mini garden
pic soon.

GIANT @ Skudai

2011-05-25T01:06:00.000-07:00

Hadiff in VIOS

GIANT @ Skudai

2011-05-25T01:04:00.000-07:00

Hadiff first trolley ride..

Simple Plan - Jet Lag ft. Natasha Bedingfield (Official Video)

2011-05-24T00:48:00.000-07:00

Ahh this song really show how I feel wen hubby is away for his fishing trip...first day will make myself real busy...with hsework...the children...but wen nightfall....will start to miss n worry for him..
the next day the moment I wake up...will wait patiently for his call/text...and off course for him to be back home safe n sound to us.

LADY FREED

2011-05-20T06:00:00.000-07:00

Finally today, sent Freed to 'hospital' at Kranji. Not sure wen Freed will be 'discharge' cos we decided to gv her a new color. Was given Toyota VIOS to used till Freed is ready to be driven.

Hopefully Freed will be ready by 2nd week of June as we r having a BBQ on the saturday @ ECP.

Miss missed missing riding on Freed....

2011-05-20T05:59:00.000-07:00

Lady Freed sumbeng....

Jennifer Lopez - I'm Into You ft. Lil Wayne

2011-05-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

Im so into this.......

holiday hor hali ini

2011-05-17T01:25:00.000-07:00

Dah lama jadi hsewife till today is PH pon Im unaware....hahaha.Well Im in two mind....
smlm while breakfasting @ Rawon, suddenly hubby said....dah ma, u takyah keje, jaga
Hadiff n bdk2 cos dorang makin membesar...I was shock!!!Mmg la dats wat I nak sgt2
tapi...hmmm,haiz cannot spend2 leh.....Im still deciding...mebbe try to find PT .....aiyah
see how la....cos this little bambam is so precious!

Like I said, Bambam is so precious....being pampered by everyone in the family. Frm
day one till now he is 7 mth....I never failed to feel the excitement to watch him grow n
learn new things....cute!!Nw hadiff dh pandai duduk!! mcm2 i masakkan for him to eat.
My precious Bambam...he curiousity makes everyone more curious....sisters..,brothers
never stop giving endless attention...kisses...hugggssss.

Think dats the reason y hubby said no need to work...hahaha cos earlier on hubby said
the opposite!..Now I lak 50/50....funny!

Tried to sent Freed today...excited tapi kedai tutup!!!qwang3....Ah heng ah heng!!Lu pon
satu hor...lu ckp ini hali bole antar kelete...aiyoh....lu pon mengong mcm gua hor...sulah
lupa hali ini holiday hor...OK tmmrrw gua laukong antar itu Freed arr...lu kasi baik kasi
cantik itu kaler...wa pinjam lu punya Hyundai hor....nanti sula siap,kasi balik hor

Rifqi Shahmi belated bdae

2011-05-08T00:45:00.000-07:00

Rifqi is a happy boy today...as usual...cake cutting among sibling....tis tym wit hadiff....

romancing away

2011-05-08T00:29:00.000-07:00

Last week was full of romance....I loike....luv3 u! Glad dat we are still able to maintain our romance....keep it up ayu izac!

Yesterday was polling day...due to our kiasuism...we r there before 8am at ahmad ibrahim pri sch!!
But then we r done by 9am...we headed down to geylang to exchange my baju...bought the wrong size la...then stop over @ mcdonald for our lovey dovey breakfast....well we seldom get this chance hocay since hadiff is ard.

Smlm I decided to celebrate advance mama day due to hubby wont be ard (sunday) to celebrate....so i declare kitchen is closed...*kakak panic*! hahaha so maggi to the rescue....mcm2 flavor si kakak masak kn utk adik2 dia....bawak bdk2 keluar smlm, our normal hang out plce the
waterfrnt....aftr sheng siong. dinner was maggi again...hahaha...but hubby was nice cos he ordered pizza...mama's day mahh*wink*....yg happy off course la the children.

last but not least...decided to have a romantic dessert time together...am craving for oreo cheesecake...*tq kakak for babysitting hadiff*, mama n ayah managed to date out....and hubby
goes..: Wah naik lemak kita satu hari keluar tk bwk Hadiff...we had dessert at mc cafe Northpoint...romantic tau...hehehe..but hor tgh feeling2 romantic...we too r very eager to find out the polling result...so we r home by midnite!

balik je on TV...haish PAP PAP PAP...boring!!!

FREED change color...yeay!

2011-05-05T05:34:00.000-07:00

Sending FREED to 'hospital' hopefully by next week....and off cos of kene hit but bukan kereta hit FREED tapi hubby hit the batu while nk parking @ AYZA and poor FREED sumbeng rabakz..n kill our appetite and worse our eyes are paining!!!

Survey punya survey the cheapest 'hospital' is @ kranji....the cost is $900!!!more heart paining!!!haish there goes hubby GST $$$$!!! but the best part...we decided to change FREED
color!!!YEAY!!! juz now we go to choose color n I loike....mata rambang sey....but...off course me n hubby finalised in 1 color....hehehe...guess we r the only freed wit dat color...nak padan kan wit the gold rims...hehehe....total cost $1300....lagi heart..eyes...pocket all paining!!!!

But off course we cant wait...hahahahaha

Nicki Minaj - Fly ft. Rihanna LYRICS

2011-04-25T03:27:00.000-07:00

Insya allah may my lucky charm is on my side...:)

Adam Lambert - Aftermath (music video)

2011-04-23T23:55:00.000-07:00

So in luv with Adam Lambert!!!

Awesome Saturday

2011-04-23T23:48:00.000-07:00

Saturday was so fun....the children enjoyed so much..managed to go to Parkway Parade(1st time there) to grab a present for Sofia....another gathering will be in june...Yeay!!

Leona Lewis - I Got You

2011-04-19T05:34:00.000-07:00

Especially for my luv...i got you...nothing else matter...luv luv u

Leona Lewis - I Got You

2011-04-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

Especially for my luv....i got you...n nothing else matter...luv u

finally

2011-04-19T05:09:00.000-07:00

14th April 2011, my sil ,arwah kak yah finally redha...she passed away peacefully. In june 2010,
I juz got to knw frm hubby dat she was battling with breast cancer...dats y she look so sick but still manage to gather all her strength to urusankan walimatus urus ank bujang nye, didi...by then i gv birth ard oct/nov 2010, she getting weaker..recently during didi baby punya cukur rambut,we got to knw she getting worse....and finally we got a call on thursday saying dat she is in ICU, but we r late didnt manage to see her...she passed away peacefully...al fateha.

Im getting gear up to return to werk any moment...maternity 4 mth...plus..few more mth @ home i getting restless...hehe...now gg for interview...thnxs hubby for sending me ard...luv3 u!!
Am glad able to see my lil guy grow...frm birth till now....so exctd!!!

ok...nw we r bz planning for our roadtrip in dec..terengganu,kl & genting...more cars will be involve...so so so exctd...the children cant wait so am i...shopping3x.

but first,this coming friday...gg to ECP for arissa sofia 2nd badae!!yes!....

last but not least...ohhhhhhh i m in luv everyday wit my man...muackz...

Siti Nurhaliza - Dialah Di Hati *Original Audio

2011-03-25T06:18:00.000-07:00

Fahamilah...sesungguhnya...daku telah pon melupakan segalanya dan membika buku baru, ingin sekali kembali damai bersama keluarga tercinta...terutama Mak...tapi apakan daya...syurga itu di tapak kaki suami ku...aku takot ingkari suami...namum ku takkan berhenti berharap dan berdoa agar suatu hari...kebahagian menjadi milikku dan rindu ku akan terubat bila dapat bertemu mak ku yg selalu diingatan dan keluarga ku....insyaallah. Amin

2011-03-20T06:01:00.000-07:00

This is my happiness

Ronan Keating - If Tomorrow Never Comes

2011-03-20T05:45:00.000-07:00

This song remind me how I struggled when my late hubby just passed on without saying goodbye...while I never ever get to tell him that I luv him

melting momentss

2011-01-14T07:51:00.000-08:00

Bb Hadiff is down with fever....aftr his 3rd month injection...poor bb....but still a happy bb....senyum aje...

tmrrw hubby fruitheart is gg for his fishing trip...near aje,St john.....so tmrrw gg to lepas kn geram....am planning to do so called chocolate fondue with the children.....*drool*

hope my little bambam will be better so that he can join the fun....

SATURDAY MENU
1) corned beef for breakfast.
2) mee goreng for lunch
3) chocolate fondue for snack!!!!
4) macaroni sup ayam for dinner
5) potatoes chip to accompany our TV times...

4 mth bonus!!!!

2011-01-12T05:49:00.000-08:00

I decided not to work first...maybe due to mindset...Im still on maternity...wakaka...so I reject all the job that Ive got frm FAS, the aviation n Gain City...

No doubt Im starting to sen out my resume again cos...by hook I need to start werk by February!Must werk hor....dh sedap ada duit sendiri...but gg to miss my lttle bambam....Im lyk FTM...enjoying every minute spent wit my bb...auwww sungguhghairah sekali

Oh ya...my fruitheart hubby gv me a very good news dat dae...."ma, bonus dh 4 bulan...wuhoo!"
I pon..."woo hoo" tapi dlm hati hehehe....wow!!!!rezeki....cos last year dpt abt 2 mth je...hehe
Well....I waiting for my bdae present cum our 1st wedding anniversary gift...*cant wait* cos I
knw wat I gg to get...weeeeeee wat to do my fruitheart cannot kip secret one....lyk last year la...i knw my present before my bdae...IPHONE

Fruitheart is gg for fishing tis saturday...16/1/11...:(....but am planning to do chocolate fondue wit the kids....very excited!!!!

BYE 2010....HELLO 2011

2010-12-31T05:58:00.000-08:00

Dear 2010
Soon u be gone but thank you for watever had happened. You hv given me alot of beautiful and unforgetable memories......

01/01/2010, 0900 hours - Im a working momma!!!

19/02/2010, 1900 hours - Birthday treat from the man I luv, Zainal.

13/03/2010, 1700 hours - Im officially lawfully married to the man who had keep his promised to care, to stand up for me and most important for acccepting who I am.

15/03/2010, 0830 hours - depart from spore to Kota Tinggi, for our honeymoon cum family short getaway.

17/08/2010, 1640 hours - 1st scanning @ KKH, its a boy.

10/09/2010 - first Raya as a wife....

05/10/2010, 0954 hours - arrival of Nor Hadiff...and yes...first time on maternity leave for 16 weeks!!!

2010 sure you hv keep me busy...and more responsible towards the family and off course endless romance with my fruitheart. Welcoming 2011, with a new chapter, baby hadiff is handful...nw i am maidless...sure am busy but am lucky cos all the children are very cooperative
I am blessed!!! With endless love, support frm my fruitheart...that is my supplement to keep me going even thou by end of the day Im exhausted...Am looking forward for a new year...starting my new job....while still on maternity:)...oh yes...the children is looking forward for the biggest event of the year...in dec 2011...terengganu and genting...we are coming!!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!

my birth

2010-12-15T06:37:00.000-08:00

let me recalled...it was 3rd of october...where i received my long awaited guests...and the 5 of tem tak sabar nk jmp this special aftr a long long time.....and it was last minute thing but lucky i still got the energy(back then i was sarat d) to prepare them sumting....

the day ended well...children r happy...hubby was not ard dat time and worse i was having bad contraction dat i cant even walked!!!panicked mode....i started to time each pain...n the kelakar part...i pakai baju yg senonoh in case i need to dashed n tahan taxi since hubby is working dat night....tahan2 sakit sampai tertdo....wake up...hubby dh balik lying beside me...i rmbr telling him.."i was having bad contraction n sakit dia sekejap2'..hubby replied...hmm reali...ntah2 esok (4th oct my check up) u kene tahan tak?....i pon dozed off to sleep n was telling myself...fuh false alarm;)

my check up was @ 3.30pm...hubby sent me there then he off to werk....i rmrbr him asking me"nk lunch since its still early?" while i said,tknk uh...tak lapar...he drop me...feeling frustated i guess cos he never kiss me lyk usual...but i sempat told him if pape i tex/kol u...he drove off.
while waiting @ clinic c...the pain is back again...n i go...oh..no...mati la aku....then it my turn....true enuf...i was having contraction...n was 4cm dilated...doctor told me to be admitted...wahsey my heart was racing so fast...cos im scared nk beranak!!!!keluar je frm bilik dktr i immediately kol hubby..."dear i kene tahan...dh 4cm...he replied...huh?ok2 nnti i dtg...frm the background i knw he tgh ada briefing n the time show...few minute to 5pm.

they wheeled me to admission counter n the best part...i did the admission myself as hubby still not here...omg....the CSO was kanchiong...she takot if i terberanak...while i still cn laughed at her cos dat time her computer asyik 'hang'...making the admission so slow...and the thing the make me so happy...can use medisave to pay the hospital bill!!!yay!!!hubby medisave is enough to cover my bill!!!relieved!!!!oh ya dlm i lagi kecoh nk admit,my maid kol...telling me'bu sofa dh dtg tapi kaler nye salah...'i go huh?biar btol...nnti saya kol bapak...kecoh sungguhla beb...

630pm finally hubby arrived....n was put on ctg...still not in the mood to eat....the only i had was breakfast....n was determined not to eat till i delivered!!!tunggu punya tunggu still no show...hubby went home...but come back again ard 1130pm to passed my handy dandy bag...he told me he is gg to his werkplace to appy leave...tis tym ard before he left there is hug n kisses...so sweet....while me...dh risau...cos i knw my body...kalu tk induced makne nye tk beranak la aku...but im still wit the pain...nk berak pon takot until 4am......i decided to tell tem dat i feel lyk passing motion n having contraction...padahal still can tahan the pain juz dat i want it to be fast!

was wheeled dwn....n fuh...labor ward was full on dat day...alamak...mati la aku....tey pon me in a small room with ctg again....tis tym ard the pain is so consistent...n i kip baca doa nabi yunus again n again....n manage to doze off....

it was 7am... a nurse asked me...u want to go to labor room...off course i want!!!n kol hubby...told him to come quick...dgn pantas he replied oh ok!by 8 am i was in the sweet gown....white kaler...n looking at the whole room telling myself...here i am again...aftr so many years...n im scared!!!the ward dktr came ard...815am to break my waterbag...n telling myself..this is it ayu!!!
nurse came rite aftr to put my drip...i rmrbr biting my thumb cos nk tahan being cucuk....oh ya...my midwife joey is so sweet...put me on ctg and even shake my tummy asking baby to wake up n come out to see the world...*cant believe bb was asleep while im in labor!!

haiz...dh 845am and hubby still not here yet...im scared if i dh on gas sure can talk...cos the gas will cause drosiness...5 min ltr hubby arrived i was so relieved...n he goes...sorry im late...traffic jam la...trying to explained himself but i quickly put my gas on cos...the contration is stronger....there goes...i was in a dazed...the last word i ingat my hubby asking...tey break ur waterbag...ada darah ni..

ok....i swear tis tym ard...givung birth was so so so so so painful!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i was having the mask on...trying to breathe correctly...gripping the blanket so hard...holding hubby hand real tight...but 1 thing im sure all woman will fil this is the time where u will see how worried n caring n concern ur hubby is....n im glad n funny part i sempat said tis inside my heart...syg jgk u kat i...hehhe hubby was guiding me thru out the process...till its time to push....by 3 pushes baby is out....and i was in drowsy state with bb on my chest...hubby kip calling helo darling...while to my relieve midwife said...good no tear!!!while all i do was closed my eyes.....and was thankful dat semua selamat...hadiff was born @ 954am....labor for an hour...fuh!

aftr dat...i turned to hubby...i lapar...hehe...so sweet of hubby went out to get my fav chix rice...
been 2 mths plus...NOR HADIFF as we planned to name our bb...meaning cahaya yg mempunya matlamat....he is the joy of the family....

as for hubby...thnxs alot...i luv u...im glad nothing changed even hadiff is here...we still snuggle...hug... endless kisses...go on date...(wit hadiff)...im thankful for everything...n tis little bb is being pamper by us...

counting ......

2010-09-29T21:21:00.000-07:00

fuh...been having sleepless nite....thinking bout giving birth!!!!!

smlm lepas antar kakak go CDAC..we drove to causewaypoint hoping to grab a bit kat BK....tapi qwang3....tutup....end up hubby treat me to swensen!!!*tq bk for closing*....smlm hubby voice out his plan...he wanted to pursue his tak jadi studies nxt year.....he wanted to go for diploma in few years tym..insya allah....well go for it darling....for urs n our future jgk....n let it be an eye opener for the 7...dat ayah is oso studying juz to hv a better life....hope the 7 will be motivated. meanwhile...during my maternity nnti hubby encourge me to take up some courses...got to plan d....

today shima bdae n today is lady freed bdae jgk...lyk i said very very expensive bdae hor....guess hubby is super duper excitd....*psst he dh dpt duit flight*...dats y hubby treat me to swensen! n he was so tk sabar...nk pegi beli pram....padahal bb lom nk kuar lagi.....apadah ayah....

CAHAYA YG MEMPUNYAI MATLAMAT

2010-09-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

for the first tym ever im hosting...i mean...raya open hse..for a start...juz wit hubby family first plus adik & family........mintk2 everythink will go smoothly....whipping up a simple fare aje...mee rebus aje.....ayam goreng.....gg to display all the kuihs...kalu tis year cn manage..insya allah...nxt year will add more guest list and food list...lagipon i so so tak larat,sarat.....tadi pagi g pasar geylang to belanja masak je dh mcm nk terberanak!!!!niaya!!!

btw hubby gv me a bag...the bag yg selalu we pack baju for camping n hols trip....medium size...cn transform into trolley bag jgk...but im blur***me:for wat?
Hub:pack brg for gg to hospital la
me:so much?so big?
Hub:aik dulu u g hospital cam mane? mesti
kene bawak towel...,berus gigi baju bb etc...
me:oh...i tink tym dulu mebbe i tk mandi dats
i dun rmbr bawak tu smua...*smile*.

i knw life will be so much diff wen bb hadif arrive...seeing hubby cucu...dorang nye crankiness...
nottiness...make me scare....omg....cm mane agaknye...wen its mine turn...haish...hubby oso been
wondering....but for sure...we family r waiting for our new addition...Nor Hadif meaning cahaya yg mempunyai matlamat.

raya 2010

2010-09-20T06:28:00.000-07:00

wah...dah lama me tak blog....penat raya......first day...kuar mlm je...antar the 7 gi beraya kat umah nenek marsiling....then..off to abg hashwam house ..there wher the sunaidi sibling will gather on the first day.....oh ya...alhamdulillah this year hubby n the boys manage t go for solat raya...while me n the girls prepare the food for them...this year managed to cook rendang ayam...sambal udang,sambal goreng,paru,begedil n kuah lodeh....while i ode satay goreng...juz for the kids....the spirit of raya...can be felt earlier as dorang esp the eldest 3...tolong ayah menyayam ketupat....n dpt upah!!!hehehe...

3rd day raya...manage to clear umah makbah,cik mok n pak lang....insya allah will clear pak busu n pak ude real soon....last saturday....jln ramai2 dgn hubby nye siblings n ank sedara...kecoh!!
while tis saturday...is my mini open house for hubby siblings....

overall....im happy to see the 5 especially...happy this year...for me...tgh sarat but thnxs to hubby for ur understanding....endless attention towards my well being....and for accomodating my request....anxiously waiting for our new addition...baby hadif

HEADACHE + CONTRACTION = DISTRACTION

2010-09-01T19:01:00.000-07:00

Today..I half day bringing Harith for his appt kat KKH..sepatotnye raya la amek cuti or better wen i dh gv birth but my darling hubby ....was on his "maternity leave' since monday!!!!amboi best nyer kan kan.....n worse dj jadi vampire cos siang he sleep mlm he jaga....goodness darling dh nk raya ni...qwang....

smlm make a trip to kak nia hse to pass her potatochips...thn teman kan hubby g his werkplace...to fill up his 'maternity leave ' form...n we went to jln kayu....for supper cos im craving for mutton chop!!!reachd home bout 1.40am....dozed off by 2am i think and...bgn 715am...wahsey...hw cum i can manage uh?...sleepy but still ok...hmm sumting is not rite g2....hehhe...pester hubby to sent me to MRT station...n today i reached office early....wakaka selalu nye mcm star karat...paling karat pon 915am...tapi bos ok je...hehhee

oh ya smlm went to causewaypoint...g kiddy palace...buy avent bottle....survey breast pump...n g bazaar to tapao sumtink for buka....juz on tym...i sampai je...terus masok dapur masak...smlm menu simple je...lemak sawi putih dgn sotong goreng kunyit...plus the kuihs we bought...n only syanis,harith h ilhan je puasa....yg lain batal...cos menangis...ish2...ayah was so angry...hopefully today...the 7 will manage to fast.

need to speed up cleaning the house....sofa is coming...need to paint fishtank stand...haish...apa lagi....need to survey n buy perhiasan for dining table...n coffee table...hmm...ape lagi eh...haiyah....headache plus contraction = distraction hor...

ter over

2010-08-31T20:27:00.000-07:00

cepat sey dh nk raya....nasib everything almost done!kuih this year alhamdulillah..my mil buatkan...she even belikan rempeyek satu tin..she made for us cornflakes,biskut dahlia...kids all tym favaroit-nenek sugi....n tart,but the tart dh tggl half of the bottle...i yg kejekan....

besides dat..on mon went to camel factory to buy potatoes chips....then manage to get almond london,makmur,batang buruk,tart(again),popiah,fruit kek frm simpang renggam (johor) very cheap only 76 ringgit in total.

okla tot nk ckit tapi...ter over lak kuih, thnxs to mak n ayah! nw garuk kepala cos tmpt kuih kuih ku tak cukup !!!

glad

2010-08-26T20:06:00.000-07:00

TGIF!!!!!wahsey....finally!!!Hubby been very nice *smile*...never failed to massage my feet the moment he got home....so pampered...

well....atleast bulan ramadan tahun ni the children learnt sumtink beside fasting...for the 5 especially...the baca n hafal doa utk berbuka puasa...so lepas azan on air tey will recite the doa berbuka dulu....2nd thing....tey hv learnt to break fast wit kurma...n im hapi si ilhan n irisya manage to 'like' kurma compare to last tym....hakiff n ilhan hv manage to eat sayur w/o being fussy nw....im glad....it is a joy to see these 7 to buka sama2....tgk dorang buka je...perut ku dh kenyang....as mum n dad this is wat we r hoping for....contain n maintain...n vice versa...kakak seems to b clingy towards hubby while harith will always cum to confide in me...irisya,ilhan,hakiff,rifqi n shahaiqal will always seeking attention frm ayah...glad dat everything r doing fine...n hubby luv to spend o do things wit the children...he wants the children to b close together..always do things fair n square n werk as a team....

we r sending yati home soon...will try to be maidless first...n during my maternity got to teach a few things,inject responsibility to syanis,harith n shahaiqal...n tey r excted abt it...syanis nwadays...is better atleast nw she hands on to cook maggi....goreng2...even masak sup bayam...while harith n shahaiqal r always willing to help out...so r the younger ones:)

need to talk to kak ijah abt it real soon...cos instead of sep2011 we r sending bb to kak ijah wen i finish my maternity nxt year....end of sept need to register syasya for student care in the school itself....wah so many things need to b done...fuh....nvm nw im juz need to concentrate for raya...n off course my delivery...oh gosh....

swollen

2010-08-25T19:23:00.000-07:00

Smlm kat ofis...i open my sandal...konon2 nk check toenails...cos lately hubby offered to cut for me since susah for me to reached...n guess wat!!!!!!!!!i was so shocked to see my right ankle was swollen!!!!panic sey..i kol adik..n biasa la adik aku ni...buat kelakar...suro merangkak...ting tong!

kol hubby ...hubby said ntah2 cepat gv since dh bengkak...haish dh bengkak2 pon nk kene keje mah...smlm lagi got to go temasek tower to send important doc to pacmar...n juz my luck i cant remember pacmar unit no...shit!!!got to go dwn to see directory!!!sianz!!!

smlm reached home early...manage to gather my energy to cook kari ayam for the children to buka....thn told tem today no revision...mama nk rest....

awake @ 4am...waited for hubby to cum home frm OT...juz to show him my ankle....ya it is swollen...hubby kip telling me...mebbe bb wil cum out early...haish....early pon biar selamat jgn mcm si abby...bb kuar early tapi not yet tym n bb kene stay @ hospital longer...

today reward myself wit mc donald breakfast...n reached ofis @ 930....walk reali slow....haiz....still having my flu...hubby kip asking "nk g dktr?" but i dun want...cos masashi takde n got many werk to do....

weekend gg to simpang renggam to buy kuih raya...gfg to buy for adik she kirim kuih mak mur...n ntah apa lagi...nk tumpangkan kak gayah n abg wen...kak nia...i tink tumpang kak ijah...

Lady freed bdae bill dh sampai*pening*....sungguh mahal bdae mu lady freed.....

Nelly - Just A Dream - New RNB 2010!

2010-08-23T20:45:00.000-07:00

puasa

2010-08-22T23:30:00.000-07:00

Dah nk masok 2 minggu puasa....alhamdulillah...all the children r fasting up to today except for irisya, i ask her to batalkan to mkn ubat...same goes to shahaiqal cos he is dwn wit berak2...:(

Been tinking bout mak lately...even dream of her....haish i guess tis is the period where hw i wish everything is normal again.....i be lying to myself if i said that i dun miss o tink bout her....she my mum aftr all....juz dat as her dotter knowing dat she is still not "cool dwn" yet...wit dat i juz hv to get on wit my daily life...fulfilling my responsibility toward my family....committed to my werk...n off course anxiously waiting for our new addition soon...

YG MEMPUNYAI MATLAMAT

2010-08-18T23:44:00.000-07:00

:( hubby is dwn wit stomach flu...i passed to him i guess.....wat to do dh tdo satu bilik cnfirm kene...mntk dijauhkn frm the children esp kakak...cos today n tmrw she is having her PSLE oral....

poor thing hubby MC lagi last week dh MC due to sore throat n high fever....

tapi sakit2 pon sempat smlm g carrefour beli bb nye crib....*sponsor by my bff*...sanggup ku amek tym off gara2 nk beli bb nye crib...hmm nw can reali feel the excitement aftr we knew the bb gender...name is ready...i was so in luv wit this name wen i watched the drama serial DUNIA BARU frm tv3 last year....n the meaning is YG MEMPUNYAI MATLAMAT...

nw i gg gaga wen seeing bb clothing online...*wink...n bought 2 already w/o hubby knwledge...:)

tmrw pon buying tapi kat johor cos tmrw gg johor do do groceries shopping....putting aside $100 for bb bajus....n $100 for kakak n syasya baju....boys nye smua dh settle.weeeeee

heavy.....

2010-08-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

today im half day...heavy heavy n heavy....dat hw to describe...mcm nk suro bb kuar cepat.....

segala2 nye dh tak larat.....but still got to do it...no choice

smlm ilhan bawak balik malay homewerk...write sumthink about ur grandpa ...n he wrote abt atuk marsiling...so sweet...i guess my fil leave a great impact on his life...n im glad he remember wat his atuk marsiling had done for him....children knws best....till now...i hv not influence any negative thots to my children bout wat is happening ard them....adult disputes are meant for adults...but i guess children...see it thru their feeling...newae...smlm ilhan tanya bout his atuk marsiling age...n i dunno...hahaha

nama atuk: mohamad bin abu bakar

Lauk keg:asam pedas(tey knew atuk luv asam pedas)

umur:???????*wink...I dunno

stomach flu

2010-08-15T20:28:00.000-07:00

MC on friday...dwn wit stomach flu....terrible!!last tym i had it wen was pregnnt wit rifqi...baru on thursday i was story telling the children...u all sakit..mama jaga...kasi ubat on time...ayah sakit pon mama jaga but nnti kalu mama sakit...sapa jaga?...btol2 aku sakit...chet!!!

dehydrate badly...but still drag myself to pasar geylang n cook buka....n tgk dorang paint rumah while i on the sofa terbaring....but wen a bit better ada jgk tolong touch up ckit@.

ok we finalize our baju kurung kaler for this year...tq hubby for the agreement...hahaha...gg to buy soon mebbe this sat.....painting of the house is almost done...i mean the living room....bedrms belom lagik ni...haish...syanis,harith shahaiqal mula2 je ghairah lepas tu slowing dwn...btol la bdk2 ni

tmmrrw half day...gg for my check up...n cant wait to see bb...n knw the sex....hehehe....sexcted nyer.....fri gg johor to buy bit barang kuih..gg to make 2 mcm je...lain beli kat johor...tell hubby sori,tis year tak larat ku....oh ya...hubby @ home...best nyer leh tdo...kalu ikotkan kan hati ku mmg ku extend MC ku....tapi opis byk keje...nk kene prepare payslip b4 masashi g japan this sat...haish....

lady freed expensive bdae coming in september

2010-08-11T19:09:00.000-07:00

smlm managed to rush home in tym to cook sweet sour fish but poor kakak,she buka puasa kat xishan cos every wed she got science class...but yati temankan...balik tuition je kakak continue mkn ni....ish2

today buka menu...nasi ayam....yum yum...kelmarin dh ajar yati hw to masak nasi ayam so today she will cook juz dat i will rush baq to make the chili....today i tak posa...tak leh ah...mabok sgt2...dah la tu lyk i said...i need strenght to divert my braxton hicks!!!insya allah mebbe weekends je i posa...during werking tym..i cannot leh...reali....oh ya....lady freed reali freak me out!!!!smlm hubby kol telling me he cannot start the car...so terpaksa he buka kat canteen....n kalu still cannot start...he will take company trnsport home...wahsey..guess must send lady for servicing cos...hubby been delaying...freed bdae oso coming-expensive bdae...aiyoh plus must service= pening kepala ku....

terberanak jgk aku

2010-08-10T22:26:00.000-07:00

smlm amek urgent leave....penat mabok all in one lom hilang...even thou long weekend but was nursing sick hubby...hubby was dwn wit high fever...only afr g dktr he is better...but me still wit my endless pening...hubby was better on mon...but not me...org lain sakit i yg tk ok2...but was craving for roti prata @ jalan kayu....force myself out of bed....together with the children...we mkn prata @ jln kayu....thn off to IKEA tampiness....n off to marsiling to order our sofa!!!*part ni pening ku hilang kejap*:)

since hubby on mc till tues....apalagi...i oso malas nk werking...but dh siap mandi...force hubby to wake up....then off to ya kun kaya toast for breakfast....juz the 2 of us...romantic*wink*....

reached home...n hubby proposed to go make harith spec..then g carrefour to survey bb pram...apalagi excitedla bdk2 tu....enjoy to the max 2 hari berturut2 keluar.....lunch @ mc donald suntec...*mama belanja tau...wink* then home sweet home....wahsey i reali feel lyk nk terberanak!!!dh la tu mlm hubby ajak g chong pang beli scraper n survey paint n the best part we go on foot....masya allah....i reali mcm nk terberanak!!!!even nw @ offis am feeling the contraction....

this morning sahur...kari ayam smlm...n sup bayam...okla tu...first tym sahur as a big family-officially....but overslept a bit...lucky manage to get hubby to send me off to mrt...wakaka....but sadly i break my fast...sakit perut....n mabuk lagi....haish....nvm esok try lagi

today got to rush back to cook sweet sour fish...requested by the children....*terberanak jgk la aku

2010-08-06T00:14:00.000-07:00

TODAY I GOT THE SHOCKED OF MY LIFE* ERMM NOT REALLY MY LIFE...BUT SHOCKING INDEED!!!!!SPORE IS INDEED SO SO SMALL....HAISH....

50kg royal umbrella

2010-08-05T19:56:00.000-07:00

Finally!!!got my roti jhn cheese smlm @ simpang bedok!Happy bb n mama :)

tadi hubby wake up late...im having sleepless nite tapi hubby lak yg late for werk....today smua skola pagi...1st tym for syasya to celebarte national day in a big skol...manage to see them b4 tey go off...sempat pastekan tatoo to all except for kakak n harith cos tey r e prefect mah...tapi si kuntot tu(ian) paste jgk kat tangan dia even thou dia prefect....prefect kuntot....

reached ofis early...greeted with appraisal frm my boss...he praise me for the email i wrote to his client on his behalf*kembang sekejap...smiling here n there...he even told me..its abt tym for me to learn abt wat he is doing so dat i can assist him...*oh no im lazy....juz reply him...ok mebbe by nxt year...aftr i cum baq frm maternity....*still grinning...

nari i amek tym off again...malas ar nk keje actuali...*shhh dun let boss knw...gg over to tampines to wait for hubby n off to johor...ramadan coming...n during this tym...johor custom will be very strict...tey will check thoroughly for minyak,beras,tepung n gula....nari plan to buy beras...aje to top up....fuh cos per mth we or rather the kids consumed abt 50kg of royal umbrella ela ela eh eh eh ...ltr mebbe gg to buy 10kg kalu tk yakin mebbe 5 kg je....ok today die2 must buy bb clothes horkay!!poor bb...baju lom cukup....oh ya..monday kalu hubby off,gg to catch firewerk....kak ijah ajak g marina barrage...not sure who r coming ....so far yg cnfirm kak ijah n kak nia...the rest i dunno..*malas nye nk kuar...bila tgh berat n sarat ni....

CHEESE ROTI JOHN - I WANT........

2010-08-03T23:04:00.000-07:00

walnut cheesecake,epok sadin,ice cofi for breakfast...egg sanwic for lunch = nw im hungry......feel lyk eating the cheese roti john yg kat simpang bedok.had dat roti john i think early this year...nw im craving for it...shld i or shldnt i make a trip to tampines to wait for hubby thn off to simpang bedok????haiyah.....

frm smlm mlm my tummy pain i think braxton hick...lucky manage to sleep..nwadays susah nk tdo..due to leg cramp...worse tummy ligament cramp where bb always on my left side...wake up whinning in pain

thnk god hubby dgr n rub my left side to make bb move...notti bb!!!

nw bb got sleeping pattern d...hahaha abisla...smlm hubby rub my tummy n talk to bb* habisla gni..ayah tak tdola...ngantuk la g keje kalu keje pagi.*

haiz nw oso having my braxton hick...trying very hard to divert my attention to othr things...dh la tu lapar...ingat kan roti john cheese tu...mcm mana ni!

P.E.N.A.T

2010-08-01T22:21:00.000-07:00

not only monday blue but sianz monday!!!!i think sporean r blind!!!!atleast the younger ones tey r able to differentiate or see a pregnnt lady,but these office workers tey r totally blind...worse tey cant even read...RESERVED SEAT.

today im not so lucky...naik MRT...tapi no seat...stand all the way till somerset only then got seat....sianz!!!!!wat a day to start my monday!!!

dah la tu..yati tak gosok baju keje ku...padahal dh remind her smlm...me dh la kekurangan baju *cos i neve buy maternity bajus....haish btol la!!!

tried to go johor for the first tym on sun...omg..ramai sporean g belanja n worse custom johor reali check!!lucky my 15kg beras n minyak...r well hidden....we went johor as early as 930am aftr sending those 3 for tuition....but okla atleast we reached home by 2 plus...itu pon cos hubby sent lady freed for washing if not we might reached home earlier.

really spent my weekends laying on my bed....nw im baq to square 1...tired....and worse tummy paining my back aching .....lucky this week is long weekends....fuh!!!!!!P.E.N.A.T...gg to start painting the house soon...hubby said might be buying sofa soon...bcos of all this...i forget bout my bb thing....bb still nid more baju...bottle etc all lom beli....haiyoh...kesian nnti bb ku jadi tarzan

surprise surprise......luv u darling

2010-07-29T21:20:00.000-07:00

yesterday i took leave...but need to go office cos of this one particular document....aftr dat gv hubby a surprise call....n he picked me up @ yishun MRT n off we go for breakfast @ chongpang

macdonald..

singgah kedai jual cat....plan to paint the house tis puasa...color in mind r red..grey n even pink....wahsey....takleh imagine but the colors turns out nice in the catalogue...we will see.....home sweet home by 11 plus...apalagi off to bed wit hubby zzzzzzz;)

smlm cooked simple dinner...sadin...goreng sayur n the kids eat macaroni goreng..house is very sunyi w/o the two boys....very very hor.....si yati asyik teringat kn si shahaiqal cos he luv to be kepo while she is cooking....well nari ptg tey will be home...

this morning hubby gv me a surprise lak...was wishing badly dat hubby could send me to MRT station cos hujan lebat giler n gelap gulita....hubby kol asking me bout the weather...n i tot he was still @ werk...rupa2nye...he dh sampai carpark...he said he finished early cos his engine dh complete!!so so happy spare me frm walking in the rain.....tq darling....

cold day....sampai ofis...berlambak keje ku...panik sekejap but nw dh clear....had nasi lemak for lunch b4 dat had turkey n cheese sandwic....lapar beb ujan2......:)

sleep alone again

2010-07-26T20:20:00.000-07:00

today im alone in the office...masashi went to KL for business trip...hopefully the hotel i booked for him is conviently located if not mampus aku!!

smlm hubby fetched me *smile.im craving for chapati @ the KTM...so we went there for dinner...order the power mee soto n chapati n our all tym fav drink teh tarik....reached home ard 630pm...aftr our normal bathtym rutin... hubby left for werk @ 7pm...miss u darling...sleep alone again.

the boys room almost complete...juz add another bunk bed...wall fan...n soon a pull out bed...by then semua dh bole tdo @ tmpt masing2...yg pelik nye si harith n shahaiqal both nk tdo kat pull out bed...so to be fair...tey will hv to rotate until one fine day...tey temselves get tired n decide to stik to one place...kelakar la ni dua.

having braxton hicks again...worse wen i walked i cn feel the contraction...the weight of my bb...goodness...hw i envy those who r pregnnt n not werking.....but cum to tink of it i rather werk...cos got $ to spend wakakakaka!

ltr gg to bring syanis to dktr...mata dia got tembel but then bengkak lak...haish mcm2 hal....

hopefully today hubby will fetch me again...if tk atleast fetch me @ yishun MRT....cos im lazy la darling...only cn take car n mrt....taxi n bus = mabuk

25072010

2010-07-25T21:13:00.001-07:00

missing hubby very the much....smlm aftr spending tym shopping wit us...n wit 2 hrs of sleep, hubby off to werk...OT, frm 745pm to 745am thru out tis week....selalu nye before me gg off to werk got to see him...tis morning juz a phne kol aje....poor darling....seeing u so hardwerking....count myself so lucky to hv u as my hubby...n motivate me not to be lazy too.Hubby promise to fetch me ltr...if he is tired he will juz fetch me @ yishun MRT...if he is not tired...he fetch me frm my office...well wat to say cos...im getting heavier n lazier to walk always!

smlm we cancel our trip to johor...cos hubby told me he is not on alert mode....so we dcdd to do shopping for the kids baju jln dulu n kasut....early ramadan then we will shop for baju kurung...

before we end our day...we lunch @ beach road n off course...we r there for the tulangs....

home sweet home by 4 plus....manage to sleep....bgn je dh almost magrib...not forgetting our romantic bathtym....before hubby off to werk....

sup daging on request

2010-07-24T01:30:00.000-07:00

wahsey juz dpt tahu a bit frm my gf bout rumah sewa dia....she kene penalty frm HDB for renting out her place to other.....fuh lucky i decided not to take the risk....if not AKU YG SUSAH......poor gf.....sabar je la

today shahaiqal n harith go to padang to watch the NDP for P5.....sunyi pulak rumah w/o tem...
this morning i went to kk,abg sent me....we had thosai for breakfast @ our fav shp @ tekka...aftr dropping me off abg drive to werk...today abg OT pagi n mlm

today fulfilling abg request....sup daging for dinner....sedap...beli isi daging n rusuk....nw am waiting for abg to cum baq.....as usual mandi....then dinner before abg off to werk again.......

think baq

2010-07-23T21:53:00.000-07:00

WHEN I THINK BACK IM GLAD I DECIDED NOT TO LET OUT MY RUMAH SEWA....if not sure problem punya....

gg johor tmr with the children...beli brg2 raya....

angin + braxton hicks = crazy

2010-07-15T20:47:00.000-07:00

for the first tym ever smlm i got so many angin....i think due to drinking so much cold water smlm....punya la sakit...dh lama tk kene mcm ni...n on top of dat im whinning frm back pain...so damn painful...think due to tis week i walked too much...tis week no sending no fetching cos hubby werk aftrnn...dah la tu...got to do errand for masashi on foot...go here n there...thn wed sent kakak to tuition n went MCP...n worse smlm i dragged my feet to chong pang juz to update the 5 bank book....n left me lots of pain....whinning alone till i dozed to sleep....

cause of dat..i took half day today...fuh...sakit giler...angin plus braxton hicks = giler!!!!tak larat nwadays....tommrw got kenduri arwah lagi...aftr dat i will hang P.D.D on my door....n lucky enuf i b on leave till wed....fuh..k gtg...home sweet home!

ciao

leave

2010-07-12T19:49:00.000-07:00

Smlm hubby werkplce shut dwn...so he went out fishing wit his werking gang....n tis tym round hubby caught fish!!!ikan tudung periuk?wat a name but got sell @ market....n few othr fishes...ada jgk ikan utk masak cos last week i never go market....

this morning abg sent me to MRT...spare me the morning walk cos biasala...i feel giddy...hate this very much...endure ayu...nxt week u b on long leave...fuh...sungguhtaksabar.com plus this sat lak ada kenduri @ my plce...cnfirm ku penat punya...

bb kick is becoming more obvious nw....sungguh notti!!!but ur movement means u r ok....shahaiqal is dwn wit fever....very worried for him smlm MC n nari ponteng...nxt week is his check up for scanning n Xray....hope he is well....u made me worried son...

md darwish aqif

2010-07-08T22:26:00.000-07:00

yesterday masashi ask for my preference whether i want a notebook or a desktop cos he wanted to change mine to imac as well so it will be easy since he using it also...tot he just asking sekali smlm he came baq wit imac!!!

oh my goodness im loss...imac is totally lain...tapi lucky my bos is so understanding asking me to take my time heheheh

ltr gg johor,do marketing cm biasa..,refuel n wash freed.....on 17th july,doing kenduri arwah @ my plce...lepas magrib...sure penat punya but lucky i will be on long leave...tis sunday,we r taking haiqal.hmm...ya...nxt year we r gg holiday ramai2 shld be in dec 2011....nasib bb pon by then dh sethn jadi tak la cranky sgt...abg told me nk g terengganu not sure la if last minute tukar destination.

having braxton hicks on n off...having it again today....oh...anothr fren of mine dh pon selamat melahirkn...bb boy smlm mlm,named md darwish aqif....telling hubby,giving birth is very paining...lyk berak batu....thn he said main tak sakit pe...sedap....btol la abg ni....macam mana la wen my turn cums nnti...haish

lately ive fallen in luv again....thnxs to hubby for being romantic...endless hug...kisses...cuddle n snuggle...n off course his biolness....i luv u darling..:) can wait for my check up ....wanted to see my little one...ops bb is kicking me*

life

2010-07-06T22:26:00.000-07:00

today manage to get tym off...so i be knocking off @ 4pm...smlm went to AMK....beli brg bb sikit2.....sikit2 pon i spent nearly $60...cuma wen cums to feeding bottle i still can dcdd btwn...avent...tommitippee or piyo piyo...but i manage to grab a small bottle...dat cn be used to feed bb plain water...so so crazy...everything we chose is neutral color...too bad la cos bb gender not knwn yet...i was surveying bb romper wen hubby interrupt , jgn beli dulu....bb lom tahu girl o boy :(

oh ya smlm we dinner kat KTM tanjong pagar...hubby yg suggest cos the railway will b closing dwn soon n the land wic belong to m'sia will be given to spore....so kedai mkn kat situ will be closed...smlm was the 2nd tym i go there...the mee soto takleh angs...sedap!we order mee soto n chappati...hubby say must bring the children here before it close dwn...the place is historic.

diam tak diam,dh pon sethn im wit hubby....i mean our relationship...nikah baru aje....but im glad watever we been doing frm day 1 we r still doing it...endless biolness frm him...hug kisses...cuddles...my fav part...our bathing ritual...not forgetting the dwn part...arguement.. ah tis is part n parcel of marriage life...off course i tell myself tym ard im gg to b a better wife thn before wen i was with late hubby...

waiting for our new addition as well....me wit a good job...gerek nye bos...n yes my bos approve with the maternity leave...i b on leave 12 days before my EDD...thn on leave for 8 weeks remainning 8 weeks..i take as a half day basis....cos kesian bos ku takde assistant....

36th bdae

2010-07-03T22:14:00.000-07:00

It was hubby 36th bdae...glad dat he likes the present wic i got for him last minute...n smlm hubby pakai dat adidas shirt dari tym we went to market sampai la ke mlm dia tdo.....hahaha so sweet!

the best part was wen the children trying to bake brownies for hubby...i managed to video the whole thing but end up brownies tu keras mcm biskut!!!but off course its the tots n effort the make the father happy....aftr dat one by one kasi present to the father....cute!!!im sure hubby is the happiest person smlm....

today hubby OT..today lunch is lontong goreng...mcm nk rak ku cari lontong...dinner will be sweet sour fish n kangkong belacan.finally i can rest my mind @ ease...i bought a white gold ring (dun fancy the gold ring)frm
the duit mas kawin....not much choices thou due to my swollen finger...ni smua water retention due to pregnncy...yg lain i fancy all takde my size!!! ntakpe nnti lepas gv birth can pop by again to see...

long leave

2010-07-01T19:19:00.000-07:00

reali long long leave....today i baru masok ofis....on leave on mon n tues....continue wit MC for wed n thurs...due to i nearly fainted inside the MRT!!now kepala ku masih noneng2...tapi kalu tak dtg lagi cnfirm ofis ku tonggang terbalik!!!4 hari im not ard...ofis dh tonggang langgang si jepon ni buat....haiz mcm mana la kalu i maternity nnti....

appetite been very poor lately....smlm ajak hubby g KFC for lunch....n thn up to dinner im still not hungry...end up for bb sake i make milo n eat 2 bread aje.....tadi breakfast mkn roti bakar...ni lunch lak tak tahu nk mkn ape....mebbe grab sumtink light je...oh ya tomorrw hubby bdae...ltr gg to grab sumtink for my B.B....luv u uncountably n unconditionaly....last year ard this tym...i even forget to wish u happy bdae...wakakaka well tu dulu kan...still deciding wic biskut to choose n im glad i chose u!!!the 7 children....reali save up their pocket $ to buy something for ayah...so sweet....n tomrrw they will be making an attempt to bake brownies themselves....bibik will only help to put in n out frm the oven only....

smiley auntie

2010-06-25T22:09:00.000-07:00

received sms frm abby smlm while in the way to johor.....she dh selamat melahirkan...alhamdulillah.....her baby...aneesa umairah is 1.86kg....she is healthy juz dat as a premature bb she need to be place in a special care unit for 2 weeks.......dah selamat si abby...haiz...nnti my turn lak....qwang3....juz nw i kol up cik midah...she urut org befor n aftr bersalin....tis mon i ask to cum dwn to urut me...since i be on leave...n will be planning to take her aftr my delivery too...i am planning for 3 days urut lepas bersalin wic cost $180 but hubby said take 5 days, dat will be $300..tapi takpe hubby bayarkan kan....*smile*

today lunch...spaghetti....harith kata'mama sedap la....nxt tym do again'...wahsey nxt tym kene beli spaghetti sos 2 bottle...1 tak cukup!!!!hakiff kata'big family'......today no idea wat to cook for dinner...but since smlm hubby ckp'mama tak beli ikan sepat'...so today dinner i nk masak lemak cili api ikan sepat....buat begedil n goreng sayur taugeh....n today hubby OT day n nite...n most probably esok malam pon....

tadi otw frm chong pang singgah econ...the auntie wic i kol smiley auntie ask
smiley auntie:boy or girl
me:dunnoe
smiley auntie:i think girl ah
me:reali...if correct i will cum dwn pas u sumtink...
smiley auntie:ur hubby want girl ah?
me:ya...too many boys d
smiley auntie:aiyah ...i think girl la....
me:smiling but @ the same tym...ayu dun set ur mind yet...let wait till u dh scan...

off course i want a girl...tapi if boy pon its ok.....asalkan all goes well....amin

aneesa umairah

2010-06-24T19:05:00.000-07:00

my teman setia ku was told to admit herself on wed cos during her check up...dktr checked n she was 2cm dilated...waterbag oso leaked...worse she only 34 weeks.....the dktr double cnfirm again smlm...was told...her water level is decreasing n may cause complication to bb...n left wit no choice...she had to be induced for labor today....hope everything goes smoothly for her n bb aneesa umairah....missed bertonyei with her thru email..msn everyday....

wahsey today rain so heavy...n o teroverslept padahal wen hubby getting ready for werk i dh tersadar...due to the cuaca i zzzzzz baq...tersadar balik almost 745....dh lah lambat....jln cnfirm lambat plus the ujan...n worse MRT pon slow ler...due to the rain....sampai tanjong pagar...goodness hujan lebat to the max!!!!sejuk!!!!as usual kol hubby....hehehe n he said he ****censored****.
well we talk bout that ltr tonite lepas balik johor...hmm nari nk mkn apa kat johor....dun fil lyk eating penyet la.....nk g singgahselalu cm jauh...cnfirm jam...fil lyk eating marybrown*wink*

super duper weeee

2010-06-23T21:40:00.000-07:00

masashi is baq!!!!fuh...as expected...im bz to the max frm the moment he step in....clear bills....got to go HIS @ amara to do his air ticket payment.....thn kene siapkan...bills that need to be send to auditor ofis by end of june....n before lunch he asked me to go dwn to UOB plaza regardings his YEN fixed deposit....nw im baq in the ofis....had lontong for lunch....while he is out for his lunch appt.....friday masashi is on leave....weeee......n my leave for mon n tues r approved.....long long weekend for me = more more lazy ayu....wakakaka

cnfirm hubby bising...'asyik leave je'(he is jealous actuali) hehehe...must make full use mah of the leave....lagi2 leave ku yg takde terhad nye....:)best!!!!!so tomolo....can switch off mode d.....slow dwn dwn dwn....esok pon nk g johor to top up brg dapur,nxt week dh school......will be on the on mode baq on tues nite...;)

craving

2010-06-22T19:23:00.000-07:00

yesterday knocked off early frm office n hubby is super duper nice...to make it up to me...im carving for spaghetti but in white sauce....we drove to pizza hut siglap...to hv my craving fulfilled-turkey watever carbonara...tq darling....cos the day before we went to causeway point pizza hut but was closed mebbe due to renovation n end up we went BANQUET....n the spaghetti carbonara there is yucks....more lyk mee hongkong!!!!!

today oso i satisfied my carving .....sausage mcmuffin used to last on my list....but been carving for it badly.....n viola....this morning i enjoyed loving it all alone in the office..

lately...yati werk is slacking...smlm je kakak kol to complain to me dat bibik tak kasih pegang her hp...haiz...pening la....mebbe wont continue yati contract nxt yr....still in the midst of discussing wit hubby ....of being maidless for awhile....thn wen bb is a bit older...mebbe will take maid again...having maid is a headache esp wen ur maid dh tahu nk mingle n hv frens ard her....

meanwhile...hubby tak habis2 berangan nk tukar rim la....nk letak spoiler la.....darling...i share the same tots lyk u....but bb first ok....freed ltr hor......:)

smile

2010-06-19T22:15:00.000-07:00

3 days @ home (since friday)...make me a lazy person.....baring......baring n baring....smlm balik pasar pon baring....napping pon....

today lunch menu is nasi lemak!!!!n the children r loving it....tambah n tambah n tambah.......ltr bringing tem to NP splash park for the first tym....thn @ 6...hubby will be fetching us home....today hubby OT....not sure hw much he OT last mth cos his salary hit that amount*smile*....nw he want to continue OT so dat july we cn start preparing for raya.....n still waiting for his flight $$$$ so dat we cn purchase our sofa...n bb stuff soon....

as for me...been having back pain real bad.......having bad ligament cramp @ my left tummy....bb is so actively kicking me here n there...n off course im sooooo tired.......but still got to do my responsibility....

ARIGATO MASASHI SAN

2010-06-18T02:16:00.000-07:00

bb is so active nwadays....esp wen im hungry.....im trying to take note of his/her awake tym...n it seems dat bb njoy morning train ride.....wen i ignore lunch tym bb will start tossing here n there.....when im resting @ nite watching tv...bb actively moving n wen hubby cum baq hme frm OT @ 5am bb is oso awake habis la....cnfirm zombie zombie eh eh eh eh ....aku jadi zombie!!!

today i bangun pagi...masok bilik air....berus gigi....masok balik...msg masashi nt coming...n selamba...i go baq to sleep.......lucky masashi said ok...if tak maut gua...kelam kabut kene keje!!!
i loik my bos..... arigato masashi san

monday

2010-06-13T19:26:00.000-07:00

monday is here again....wish it lasted longer..so i cn sleep longer wit hubby who came baq @ 430 this morning frm his OT.....lazy la...nak amek leave nnti when masashi is back frm japan...n btw got hi s email this morning....he b baq on ltr date...wic is nxt week instead of this week....wahsey....masashi u must cum baq u knw i want to take leave on 28/6 n 29/6.....n on 19/7,20/7,21/7...i want resting puas2 u knw....arrgh

got the names ready...:)

2010-06-12T05:04:00.000-07:00

baq to normal weekend rutin....hubby doing OT...:( so any plan for this weekend is cancel..:(
lucky...the children enjoyed the durians yesterday....tey mkn till kekenyangan!!!!same goes to me...satisfied my craving....bb oso like!

today lunch is simple...lemak dhal telur n for dinner i dcded to cook sweet n sour prawn n goreng telur n papadom.....*sob*...sleep alone tonite n tomorrw nite as well...worse nxt week hubby werk aftrnn shif....lagi worse.

hubby bdae coming...mebbe will juz get him a shirt o g dinner aje....liza email me the pic of the crib she wanted to buy for bb....n wow i like....nice juz as wat i wanted.....nwdays bb is so active
gg to miz bb when he/she is out of my womb....but oso cant wait to see bb.....got the names ready.....this tym ard bb names will be short n sweet as requested by hubby....but he likes the names wic i choose....well the bro n sister choose naruto for boy n tsunade for girl....but sakura
sound nicer....naruto bin zainal....sakura bte zainal....ni smua gara2 tgk naruto byk sgt!!!

DURIANS

2010-06-10T22:31:00.000-07:00

had my lunch..today menu...penne carbonara frm 7 eleven,oren jus n banana....n still hungry :)
later will b gg to johor again....wednesday we did groceries shopping but today...i want to buy durian....3 for $10 ringgit...cheap rite....planning to buy 15 durians...n weekend plan to go to the newest wdlands waterfrnt(i think)...to hv our durians!!!

oh nk pop giant jap...nk beli baju baby.....and my BFF nk belikan bb crib....as a present.....tq liza....
thn will ask pram frm masashi...wakakakaka...

faster2 5pm....i want to go baq...go johor....buy durian...n off course while lady freed got soak...we will njoy our fav nasi ayam penyet..i luv TGIF....esp when hubby is werking morning shif....:)

naruto uzumaki bin zainal

2010-06-08T21:15:00.000-07:00

oh gosh...frankly speaking having caring for 5 babies...n im still lost wen cums to bb things!!!
smlm i entered kiddy palace century square...so kekok in choosing bb items...mind blank!!!
firstly becos...im yet to knw my bb gender...so i got no idea wat to choose but im gg gaga over cute bb girl stuffs....auww so sweet....geram nye...frm baju section...i went to the bottle section...n im still blur...tk tahu bottle apa nk beli...half an hour ltr hubby join me...n...i think he oso trying to maintain himself over those cute pinky stuffs!!!seriously i dun knw wat to buy...end up i juz bought a selimut...a blanket wic u need to wrap the bb wen u bring him/her home...boring white color...wit a mickey kartun but i prefer minnie ...but nvm juz to play safe hehehe...

I keep teasing hubby...since he so into naruto.lets name kalu boy...we kol him naruto uzumaki bin zainal......hahaha...24/7 naruto....i oso terbabit....but atleast we 1 family luv naruto....sampai je umah...all the 7 ask me...mama u buy boy o girl color....tey oso sexctd d...i juz said i yet to knw girl o boy so i juz buy white blanket....:)

NARUTO

2010-06-07T18:58:00.000-07:00

mula2 hubby n the boys...always with naruto....but since that day where i started to watched wit them n continue till wee hour watching with hubby,now officially im addicted to naruto!!!hubby keep dwnloading the latest episode frm internet to watch n nw waiting for thursday to see the latest episode.....nasib ko la ayu...till i tell hubby kalu bb boy namakan aje naruto bin zainal!!

ltr will drop by tampines...while waiting for hubby i plan to go see2 bb stuff @kiddy palace...hubby said cn start buy bit by bit dulu since our bb stuff is zero...aftr dat will accompany hubby for his football.....lepas tu home sweet home....smlm pon hubby tgk naruto movie tapi end up naruto watched him ZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzz;p

weekends

2010-06-06T18:30:00.000-07:00

its monday morning....weekends was extremely tired....my weekends starts as early as 2am...where I followed hubby to johor to refuel,washed n off course while waiting for lady freed we had supper @ banafee....

reached home @ abt 4am plus....in bed instead, of off to sleep we watched NARUTO....i cant believe
im so addicted to naruto!!!its was 5am where i was abt to dozed off where hubby suggest to go market so that later on we wont b rushing for the solemnisation of his nephew....

of we go to pasar geylang n reached there @ 6am...aftr im done with my marketing...we went to chong pang for breakfast...then balik....n off to sleep n it was 830am!!!!by then we wake up it was almost 2pm!!!!n we r rushing lyk mad lucky the children were all ready.....nasib bila sampai...still lom ramai org n the nikah was @ 5pm.....

was surprised when syasya dun want to follow us to the nikah plce...she wanted to stay n play...
i was quite worried initially cos aftr the nikah@ yshn we r gg to AMK for another jemputan....but juz let her be.....reached back to marsiling lepas magrib...being greeted by my boys but my little girl was happily...eating wit cuzzy,sabrina...n im not sure dh berapa kali she been eating!!!njoy btol syasya...no wnder she taknk ikot kita....hme sweet hme by 11pm....but aftr bathing hubby went baq to marsiling to send abg jas balik n to do sum catching up wit relative...he was hme @ 4pls am...

sunday again...rushing...cos hubby bgn lambat....this tym ard we selisih jln dgn pengantin...sampai je dh ramai....biasala sampai je bdk2 mkn....hubby was busying introducing me to his auntie uncle....pak busu....n pak lang came....mak bah kirim je...adik i think ajul baru nk baik dats y dia tak dtg...overall....tired but reali...njoyed myself....@ first i tot i wont be able to do it...hubby family is so big...takot kekok tapi alhamdulillah...im glad im part of his family.....able to mingle ard with his ank sedara...n cucus....i rasa i dh serasi dgn dorang....kak ijah,kak nia....my fav sis in law....abg2 all so attentive towards the children...im glad.....:)

BoB - Airplanes (Feat. Hayley Williams)

2010-05-31T00:33:00.000-07:00

PENATMALAS

2010-05-30T20:30:00.000-07:00

its monday....boring...long weekends ended so soon...wish it last longer....nwadays...i rather be @ home than go out....very tired to the max....perut makin besar makin ku malas nk bergerak...nie pon bergerak cos keje....n worse masashi not in spore...cannot take leave during his absence.....
weekend ni lagi ada keje kawin...penat nye....tak larat.....nwadys...i spend most of my tym on my bed...sleep...watch movie...sleep...watch movie....itula keje aku....

masashi balik je...must talk to him bout my maternity leave plan..aarghhhh penat....bb pon dh actively moving...esp bila naik train g werk....oh ya nwadys i always get terrible ligament cramp
tak kira tmpt....sianz....so paining....pening here n there...

cards

2010-05-25T19:47:00.001-07:00

oh gosh im dwn wit sore throat ....hopefully...fever wont join in the party....cos for me sore throat = fever....for a very long tym im not sick so hopefully i be fine thou nw nk telan sakit banget...kepalaku sudah pusing2....nxt week lagi ada keje kawin....hubby nye abg nye ank....smlm kak ijah drop by asking me to pass few cards to makbah,abg suri,adik etc...so ltr aftr werk...gg to pak lang hse...pak busu...adik..makbah...etc to pass the cards...haiz...*ayu pain...ayu pain...

pain pain go away....sianz

APPT

2010-05-24T19:00:00.000-07:00

yesterday took half day....since into 2nd trimester....all the pain...all the malas..r doubling up....penat to the max...wit bb movement nw & then...P.E.N.A.T...but for sure i hv master 1 thing...
the art of buat bodoh...wakakaka...wenever i pissed off...my auto mode of buat bodoh is on....then i will baring ....watch movie on iphne n sleep...;)BEST!

smlm lucky abg is on leave...n he came fetching me...then we lunch kat far east@ cahaya....finally
i dpt mkn chix oyster noodle....craving fulfilled!!!then singgah warehouse kat jln pemimpin...to survey sofa...our sofa dh wear n tear....need a new one....waiting for duit flight...then we will get that particular sofa...n will oso start shopping for bb stuff...

b gg to my first ever appt @ kkh aftr 7 years....on 20th july....purposely make it on the same day as shahaiqal nye appt...but his in the morning...mine in the aftrnn....very late for me...mintak2 dktr tak bising...n mintak2 dpt scan sekali so dat we will knw our bb gender soon....n hopefully shahaiqal will b ok jgk...3rd june is harith appt....mcm2 la bdk2 ni...myk pening hor....

weekends

2010-05-16T20:22:00.001-07:00

well spent weekends...go pasar geylang on saturday instead...as usual had our brunch there...tis tym ard syanis n harith were wit us...balik je umah....abg...n the boys cuci tank ikan,kakak syasya n me clean up snowie n lolly cage....best seeing us working hand in hand....wahsey but my mind blank tak tahu ape nk masak dat sat...so end up masak lemak sawi putih n bakar ikan ayam2...

sunday as usual...aftr abg baq frm nite shif OT...we sent syanis,harith n hakiff to tuition....then we go for breakfast while waiting for tem till 1030....sun lunch goreng kway teow je....dinner then i cook rendang....glad the family like it...my first attempt aftr so many years aftr dinner...abg ajak g umah abg jas kat pasir ris...home sweet home...by 10pm

relieve

2010-05-03T23:57:00.000-07:00

Alhamdullillah...nw i can finally sleep peacefully...n i believe my stress level went dwn rite away aftr i received the news....im so so happy...fuh...rezeki ank2...i must say....

lately...my mood swings is under control....ubat nyer....more hugs n kisses frm hubby....and of course understanding....its tough being pregnnt....n werking....used up all my energy real fast...
but i do need 10% of it to be there with the children in the evening when hubby is on aftrnn shift...

i tink energy will be gone even wen bb is ard...esp wen u r a werking mum...yati is doing good job looking aftr the 7 kids,even ustazah is amazed....dun weri yati...i reward you @ the end of the year wen i got bonus...

oh ya...am looking for suitable timing to let the 5 visit their grandma @ marsiling during the sch hols....she misses them but tey tak rindu pon nenek dorang ish ish....

oh ya> hubby hubby jom we go dating...*wink*....watch movie ke...or do couple2 thing....

hubby

2010-04-24T02:49:00.000-07:00

goodness....i reali miss hubby....it suppose to be our trip together we planned before marriage but due to pregnncy...hubby say dun go....cos kelong not good for preggy...adik told me oso...arghhh
i reali miss hubby...

shwdown

2010-04-18T05:22:00.000-07:00

Boring boring weekends r ending...tomorrow back to werking werking....worse, abg will be in aftrnn shift so this week no fetching fetching...arrgh...hate train rides..always got to be kiasu in order for me to get a seat...tey cant be bothered to see if u r pregnnt or not!!!

Smlm my first attempt to cook chix rice was indeed a success!!!!The children tambah punya tambah....Abg oso came baq early for dinner yesterday when I told him dat I cook chix rice....haiz...today Abg OT again but I requested him to OT for 4hrs only...cos if not esok I go werk never get to see him....and of course when ever he see me...always ask..."baby tendang2 tak?"
Its nice to get the concern but Im not mentally prepared for showdwn time in nov...OMG...takot nyer...nk taknk kene go thru jgk then will njoy motherhood baq to square one....more stress I think
since I will continue werking....qwang qwang qwang

LADY FREED

2010-04-14T01:11:00.000-07:00

We dcdd to keep lady FREED...cos of COE price raising so its better to keep this lady lagipon sekarang harga FREED dah mahal...so forget bout our dream car la...dah bagus tu ada mpv dat can load everyone of us*wink*Kalau ada rezeki lebih then can story again.....:)

Hmmm but no space for bb carseat...haiz...must tink must tink...

WEEKENDS

2010-04-12T19:50:00.000-07:00

Smlm, me and abg dcdd to tighten the house rules aftr we find out that the children dun behave as we expected....the funny part while abg was lecturing in his garang voice....my bb kick me and i go ah....*terkejut*...everybody turn to look @ me...i smile n said nothing...then kakak,ian ask me...'why mama?"I said bb kick me...haa realy ah....syasya is amused....

Wahsey its reali a challenge to werk during ur pregnancy....and its my first time....very tired hor....dats why am looking forward to weekends dats wen...i stayed in bed most of the time......of coursela... every sunday tetap g pasar....masak...othr than that....atas katil...relax

SHOCKED

2010-04-11T21:37:00.000-07:00

Last Saturday, we went down to Sembawang for BBQ...as planned we dcided to be ther earlier to let th e children play before the rest dtg @ 4pm....

Everything goes well.....nice food...chit chatting....until......tis boy skate n lost control and hit ilhan basikal....ilhan tercampak jatoh ke bawah....i run to the scene despite my condition...kak ijah...abg haswam hepled lift him up...poor darling....he was shocked...with cuts on his knee...bruises on his head and abrasion on his nose....lucky nani is a qualified nurse....while the rest bz attending to ilhan....me,kak ijah,abg aziz...n khai was trying to cool abg dwn...cos he reali march toward the boy guardian and demand his contact incase anything happen to ilhan...lucky khai was there...abg panas baran....tgn dia ringan aje..takot ku dibuat nya...

haiz spoilt btol la....kesian ilhan...lucky takde yg patah....cuma luka2 aje..ni pon his neck tgh sakit..told him if still sakit will bring him to clinic......

nice pple all ard me

2010-04-08T20:27:00.000-07:00

Smlm I took tym off, leave @ 4pm.Need to rush to Yishun Primary for the principal to endorse the darul form...aftr dat went to Tita old skol to meet Mdm Lim....touching btol....Last week I kol Mdm Lim to ask bout my unreceived cheque...biasa la cheque ku tk sampai when being address to the old address...so I need to write a letter to HQ so that I will get a new one....but I attention it to a wrong person...the best part Mdm Lim n the principal r so kind...they help me to re write a new letter....haiz....touching nye.....nice pple....dats y smlm I need to go meet them to sign the letter...and they said aiyah...frm nw on aniting for you...juz use the skol address la...easy...I pon ckp ok sure...better dat way...so nw settle...awaiting for the new FKAP cheque n balance payment of kifas....weee....n for dat Syasya n Ilhan ask for new slipper!!!

Naik lemak berkrim

2010-04-07T00:23:00.000-07:00

3 days in a row....abg sent me to yishun MRT...spare me frm my morning stroll and 3 days in a row I reached office...9am on the dot....hehehe lucky bos ku understanding....haiz...tomorrow baq to square one.....morning stroll to MRT....arghh malas nyer.....being pampered is nice.....:)

CONTAGIOUS

2010-04-06T02:14:00.000-07:00

Today I took half day....tak bole tahan kepala ku pusing.......nwadays bercinta deep2 nk g werking....the journey make me tired....,baju....haiz I reali need a new set of clothing wic can be used before n aftr......so gg to get myself lots of dresses....diam tak diam...dah almost 4 mth Im werking....and to date this is the longest job...alhamdulillah.....n for the first tym...im gg to njoy the GML for 16 weeks....and yet to discuss with Masashi hw I would like to take it....:) Already discuss
with Abg wats my GML plan....straight 8 week....anothr 8 week I will take on half day basis....mmmm lets see how it goes with my boss...

Oh ya...I didnt knw taking half day is contagious...cos Abg pon amek leave....wuahahaha...luv u!!!
Am looking forward for this Saturday...got BBQ with Abg family....mesti kecohrable.....and tomorrow Im free cos Masashi go golf....hahahaha but morning2 sure bz....need to send march accts
to auditor office....:(....morning walk again,f rm maxwell hse to tung ann assc bldg....haiz

And for sure tomorrow no half day for cos its contagious....hahahah